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Feedback from between her legs (cont)

Getting called into the program director's office is almost never a good thing. I had received a page from Dr. Mann earlier in the day asking if I had time to meet. The answer, of course, was 'no' but we had a mutual understanding that I'd find a way to make time. Despite his ebullient charm, outstanding interpersonal skills and overall casual demeanor, Dr. Mann stands 6'4" and can be an imposing figure.

"You're probably wondering why I asked you here," Dr. Mann smiled and gestured toward the chair in which I promptly sat. He was correct in that I did not know the exact reason for my summons. I wondered which of my many transgressions it was over the past month that had come to our program director's attention. I feared some more than others. "I just wanted to give you some feedback," he continued. I already didn't like where this was going. 'Feedback,' in this setting, translates to 'made aware of a situation in which you fucked up.' I could be assured, at least, that I wasn't there to be given 'constructive criticism' which translates to, 'made aware of a situation in which you fucked up royally.' He continued. "Maggie, our psychology intern, came to me the other day after her standardized patient session with you. She shared with me that, during your feedback session with her, she got the impression that you were looking up her skirt."

This I had absolutely not seen coming. "Looking up her skirt?" I repeated dumbly.

"She felt like you were distracted and not paying attention to the feedback she was giving you. She felt that even when she crossed her legs and shifted to the side, you were still not listening." This was absolutely true, of course. I didn't know Maggie well enough to definitively classify her as a 'bimbo,' but her "feedback" had certainly been less than enlightening. That glimpse of her underwear had been the only thing that had made the afternoon worthwhile.

"Well, gosh Dr. Mann. I'm sorry she got that impression. I certainly wasn't aware of looking up her skirt, or seeing anything that I wasn't supposed to see. Also...I'm sorry, who's Maggie again?"

We discussed the situation for about 15 minutes, me all the while breathing an internal sigh of relief that this was the reason for the meeting and not something more egregious. I agreed to meet with Maggie and apologize for making her feel uncomfortable. I hoped she would be wearing the same outfit as last time.

For all those sadomasochists who ever wished their partner had "teeth down there"

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Feedback from between her legs

She tapped her pen on a legal pad, briefly stopped and motioned for me to take the seat opposite. Maggie was a psychology intern. She was about 25, tall and wore her blond hair long and straight. She was trim with a nice figure; she almost certainly went to the gym on a regular basis. Today she wore high heels and a black suit jacket underneath which was a sheer white blouse. She sat with her legs crossed. Her matching black skirt came down to about the mid thigh.

At the conclusion of the standardized patient interview, Maggie's job was to review the video footage with the resident and give him or her feedback on how he or she handled the actor who had been pretending to be a depressed patient. Maggie looked at me through her dark-framed glasses. I wondered whether or not they contained prescription lenses. "So, how do you think you did with this patient encounter?" She sat about 3 feet away, facing me with her legs crossed. Her long, white legs seemed to go on forever. I pondered this while allowing her to induce me to manufacture some feedback on my performance. Feedback on one's performance within a patient encounter, whether real or simulated, is entirely subjective and largely bullshit. As far as I'm concerned, an encounter with a patient is either successful or unsuccessful. It is successful if a plan of action is developed that everyone is on board with. Sometimes a plan is developed, but only partially implement or sometimes the plan represents a compromise between what the doctor recommends and what the patient is willing to do. In these cases I would call the encounter partially successful. Better doctors are the ones who facilitate the most successful patient encounters. I pondered this as Maggie leaned forward, uncrossed her legs and said something about "eye contact" and "empathy."

"What do you think you could improve upon for next time?" She leaned back as she asked me this and I took note that there was just enough separation between her knees at this angle to make visible the shiny, white panties she was wearing. She crossed her legs again as I said something about being "patient-focused" and asking open ended questions.

There was nothing noteworthy about the rest of our exchange and I left the interview hoping to get "feedback" from Maggie again sometime.

Refusal of VBAC

I realize that ton has been written on the subject of whether or when to offer a vaginal birth after cesarean section (VBAC). The NIH recently released a consensus statement on VBAC. For readers who are unfamiliar with the subject, women who have previously delivered a baby via c-section have a roughly 1% risk of their uterus rupturing if they are allowed to labor during subsequent deliveries. As uterine rupture is a potentially catastrophic event, elective c-section is offered to all women who have had a previous c-section. Some hospitals go even farther and refuse to deliver vaginally any woman with a history of a previous c-section. The long and short of the matter is, they can't do this. The International Cesarean Awareness Network has a pretty good Q and A for women with a previous cesarean who find themselves wanting to deliver vaginally at a hospital that "won't let them."

The question of whether or not to "offer VBAC" is one about which there seems to be little clarity. The bottom line is that doctors cannot refuse to offer VBAC because VBAC is not intervention. VBAC is what happens when doctors don't intervene. Doctors are free to recommend strongly against VBAC. Certain patients, particularly those whose c-section was due to arrest of labor and those who have vertical scars on their uterus, are bad candidates for VBAC. But VBAC is simply not in your doctor's toolbox of things to offer. Your doctor can either offer of decline to offer things like medications, tests, minor procedures and surgery. He or she can't "offer" a VBAC. VBAC is what happens when the patient declines her doctor's offer of a repeat c-section. I suppose if a woman presents in active labor and declines a repeat c-section, her doctor could say, "I'm sorry, I'm not comfortable managing this condition." They then have the choice of either kicking their patient to the curb or transfering her to the University Hospital, which does offer VBAC's but which is also 90 miles away. But this, of course, is nonsense as it would clearly expose them to more risk than simply managing a vaginal trial of labor.

Bottom line: there is no such thing as a refusal of VBAC.

First do no harm

I was looking back at an old postand happened to read this comment. In response, I wrote the following:

Thanks for the thoughtful response to my post, Parlancheq. You wrote it almost a year ago and I just happened to read it today :) Although I respectfully disagree with what you have to say, the one thing I will respond to is what you say at the end, "It seems docs should err on the side of screening rather than not screening." If this blog has any mission at all in life, it's to convince people that this is absolutely incorrect thinking. When there is no evidence to direct us one way or the other, doctors should err on the side of NOT screening. First do no harm, right? Do we believe this anymore? Every time we screen for something, we are giving ourselves an opportunity to intervene. And every time we intervene, we are giving ourselves an opportunity to harm our patients. First do no harm.

I thought it deserved to be its own post.

One question depression screen

Hopefully, readers of this blog clearly understand that I do not advocate screening for depression. But if you were going to screen your patient, you don't need a PHQ-9 or any other validated tool to do it. All you need is one question, "Are you depressed?" To be depressed is a completely nonspecific term which people use in a variety of different ways. But it is abolutely necessary for the diagnosis of, not just major depressive disorder, but of any sort of clinical disorder that includes depressed mood. Therefore, a denial of feeling depressed, rules out the disorder. An admission of "feeling depressed," however, does not mean that one has clinical depression, it just means you can't rule it out. In the case that the patient happens to answer, "Yes, I do feel depressed," then you need to ask more questions in order to make your assessment. Not that I advocate asking them in the first place; I don't. But if you insist on it, here's a way to make it easier.

Vaccines

I'm so disappointed in Frontline. I think this episode represents a deviation from their usually excellent reporting. The episode is entitled The Vaccine War. While they do come out on the side of vaccines being safe, it irritates me that they present the issue as if there are 2 sides to it. This is the the danger of reporting on issues where nut jobs like Jenny McCarthy have a substantial voice. Just because a particular group speaks loudly about an issue doesn't mean that their position has any merit. I think Frontline would've done better to have left this one alone.

For christ's sake, people, just vaccinate your kids. There are way more important things to burn calories worrying about than the theoretical risks of vaccines. On the flip side, these parents do have a point. We haven't seen a new case of polio in this country since the 1970's. So, chill out, medical profession. If some parents don't want to vaccinate their kids, we have more important things to worry about as well.