August 2006 Archives

I'm finding I have less and less time to document and objectively observe the events of my life as they happen. I'm much too wrapped up with living them. Maybe that's healthier. I have several stories I could relate in this entry. But, it's almost midnight. I think that tonight, I'll be going to sleep and dreaming of what it would be like to own that cafe that's for sale down the street.

It couldn't really be said to have been much of a vacation at all. I left my last duties of the week only to immediatly head for the airport to pick up my girlfriend's mother. The whole family came in for a visit on Friday and didn't leave until Wednesday morning. They're very nice people. And they were very sensitive to my need for some free time - which I used, of course, to catch up on discharge summaries, notes, student evals, etc. Last night one of my old had a party at his swank, 1 year old condo in Jefferson Park. That was pretty much the highlight.


I just learned that I have to contact my medical school about getting an ERAS token so I can apply for a pathology spot for next year. How embarrasing! I thought I was done dealing with them. I'm keeping my fingers crossed that I'll be able to schedule interviews during my vacation time so that I can postpone telling my program that I'm thinking of leaving.


Should I stay or should I go? If I go there will be trouble If I stay it will be double. I'm pretty sure, that when the time comes for me to decide, I won't want to do either.